My Quarantine experience in Sinai, Egypt…
It’s been a very surreal time here in Sinai. I’ve felt both the collective darkness during this time and also the complete magic of this global detox, with a higher power, guiding light spirits assisting our unique and collective healing. Helping us bring ourselves and planet back in to Harmony, in the most deepest unfamiliar ways, I’ve ever felt.
I feel so incredibly blessed on one hand to be in Sinai, in the dessert, by the sea, mountains, surrounded by nature and warm weather. I feel blessed to not have much media exposure and to be in a relaxed place where this is no great panic, or scarcity frenzy, where people are running out to grab what might possibly be the last. Majority inhabitants here, Bedouins of Sinai who have minimalistic lifestyle, connected to nature. People have continued living as usual with the basics.
Thank God I was given a magical place to cocoon and take care of my body and spirit during this quarantine. Deep in my heart I know this is what we are meant to use this quarantine time for, to reclaim our divine light.
Being in beautiful Sinai, did not exempt me from feeling the deep collective suffering, I honestly haven’t been living every day in Bliss. I experienced waves of heartfelt gratitude and serenity to processing painful emotions of my shadow and the collective shadow being exposed full force, Corona touched everyone’s lives in some way globally.
I was not fearful of the virus, but was very disturbed and disheartened seing the dark manipulation, from politicians, cult leaders, media, corporations, pharmaceuticals.
This nightmarish fight for global domination greed, control. It was so hard on my spirits. Was there the genuine concern for the health of the people and planet? Then to observe how the masses of people responded in such fear and panic. Without judgment – as we all collectively had to work through fears in our own stories, with each our own levels of understanding. Though to see this collective fear surface so strong, really was destabilizing for me, for some time.
How did we loose trust in the divine, in our divine inherent gifts, how did we loose trust in the magical power of our bodies ability to heal and restore itself, how did we doubt our own powers as self healers. When did we consent and unquestionably put our faith in the Media, Pharmacies, Politicians, Corporations, as they were gods,
above our trust in our higher selves, the divine.
It took a lot of my energy trying to process what I was seing unfold, and trying to understand the deeper truths that were unveiling. I made choice to not listen or watch any of the mainstream media coverage my gut told me it was not a trusted source of information, and the energy coming from that was so tainted and theatrical, that I choose not to expose myself to any of it, and kept informed daily with trusted sources who are committed to the health of the planet.
After some adjustment time in my cocoon, after many days of intense processing I started to surrender to a deep detox, and it started to become more clear day by day that that this magical presence of light, god, angels, were all present, intervening in these darker plans on the behalf of humanity. Some days I felt like I was in a movie, watching the dark and light forces playing tug of war.
This tug a war of light and dark was also in side me. My body over the last weeks was in such distressful pain. From My stomach, legs, shoulders, hips. My unending gypsy travels started to wear heavy on me. I never imagined when I left Montreal and set out for Israel that Id be on a year long journey nor did I imagine Id end up in Egypt for such a long duration.
Moving around from place to place for 1 year, which was a choice my soul made for my own higher learning, was difficult at times, often not knowing where I was going to make home next, many times not fully trusting in the universe, id be given a safe a warm nest. ( thank god, I always was! ) This lack of total trust created some disharmony within me.
I also developed really bad eating habits. I had been on a plant based pure organic diet in Canada, on my travels I started adopting to the middle eastern social habits, drinking enormous amounts of coffee, eating breads and cakes, and meat and cheese. Digesting non organic fruits and vegetables that were sprayed with harsh chemicals. My digestive system, my gut, was not happy, my liver strained, developing inflammation through out my body. Quarantine time, turned out to be the biggest blessing in disguise. I was in so much discomfort with body aches, There was only one wise choice left for me, to put myself on a powerful cleansing detox diet, and to take my power back as a healer, as a medicine woman. I finally had time to rest and concentrate on taking care of my body and soul.
I started studying natural medicine, experiment with different natural remedies. My pains, turning out to be my teachers, helping me come back to my souls purpose. Helping me come back to what I love, what I wish to share with others, inspiring others in their own self healing and exploration of natural medicine.
Along with implementing a strict plant based vegan diet, I also started committing myself back to a daily routine ( that I had abandoned during my travels) , of prayer, yoga, meditation, song, dance, enemas, salt water flushes, creative activities, time in nature, relaxation, plenty of water and positive affirmations of Harmony.
When we are out of Balance and not in Harmony ,this is where we become in DIS- EASE. It was not just my poor diet choices that caused this disharmony within me, but a whole other range of emotional distresses ranging from not fully being in my divine power, to guilty feelings of not returning home to be with family, guilty feelings of having to take care of myself and not being able to help more people, feelings of not being fully free, fearful of my basic survival needs possibly not being provided for. All these disharmonious emotions within me, taking me away from the flow of life, effected my lower chakras creating chronic pain, constipation, irregular menstruation.
When the Canadian Embassy called me to offer me a seat on a emergency flight out of Egypt for Canadians. A big part of my heart wanted to go back home to be with family who I have not seen for a long time. Yet there was not realistically enough time to get to Cairo Airport in a humane relaxed manner. Nor did I have enough money to travel back to Canada. I also intuitively felt that all my rushing to Cairo, I was not destined to make that flight. I was unable to even imagine travelling , with heavy luggage’s, through frantic energy at the airports and long flight hours, my body and spirit was calling for rest and healing of the spirit.
My soul kept talking to me. You should not fly home in fear. You should not pack all your suitcases in with any panic and run to Cairo desperately, with fear this might be your last possibility to catch a flight. Do not be afraid of being stuck in Egypt. As a Jew, with biblical roots and ancestral memories, I’m all familiar with being stuck in Egypt. But this time I know it was my souls choice and part of my souls tiikun, evolution.
I do not feel stuck here, I feel gods grace to have given me this time of healing time of quarantine in such a beautiful place. God performed miracles, split the red sea. I sat through many hours of meditation until I felt this trust in God return, this God resides within us.
The truth of my soul: I wish to leave Egypt in a graceful manner, with love, in flow, without fear or pressure. I went through 2 full days of battle torn between my wishes to reunite with my family, but my soul knew deep down inside that I had more soul learning to accomplish Egypt. It took time to surrender and let go of the guilt and longing to be with family, and trust that the order of things is perfectly divinely orchestrated, and that I would return at the perfect moment and be joyfully reunited.
Its been 2 weeks now on my detox I can feel my body healing. The first week I felt worse, getting headaches after cutting out the cofeee. In to the second week, my body restoring, beginning to flow again. I passed through the darkness in my mind worrying that I made wrong choice not going to the airplane that day, second guessing my ability to heal myself naturally, fears of death, distrusting my body miraculous intelligence to rejuvenate and heal itself.
I see each day my body and spirit regenerate more and more. I also feel comforted by all the divine messengers, that have come to guide and assist me through this process. Stories of pure magic. My health each day substantially improving, as I become more in Harmony with all. Thank you!
These dark forces out there trying to keep humanity in enslavement, our minds can do the very same.
The light forces are much stronger, the ones we are all connected to , assisting us, guiding us, loving messengers, this light is also within us and can liberate us.
My prayers, that we all open ourselves up to using this time to reclaim our divine power. This detox time is a precious gift, enjoy it, dance, sing, read, study what ever you wished to study, take on a creative hobby you always dreamt of doing, take care of your body and soul. The energy of love, light, of God are much stronger, much wiser, working in mysterious ways for our planets evolution.
This is my personal experience of Quarantine. Each person will have his own unique story tailored perfectly for what his or her soul needs best. I believe this time will help us in our healing, reclaiming our divine powers, and we will each gain greater clarity in realizing what is in our hearts, remembering what our souls came here to do.
The Jewish people call it the coming of Messiah, Modern times Call it Planetary Ascension. All the Holy and mystical books reference it in some way. What ever the name it may be, I feel we are there, it is powerful, and we are blessed to have chosen to be living in these times participating and assisting in this transformation of our planet.
My heart goes out to families and people having to pass through this virus or who are experiencing suffering through these uncertain times.
My prayers to everyone!
Shine your light, be courageous, extra loving, and take amazing care of your bodies and spirits through these intense times of transformation and spiritual Awakening
Each one of your beautiful unique souls are needed now!
God bless
Hugs from Egypt 
Shoshana
